The Washington Years

These are the years spanning around when Wanda came to visit me in 2002. After she went back to Washington State, I took a bus there around August 3, 2002 and moved there and married her. We lived in Gig Harbor until 2003 and then moved in with her parents in Montesano. I worked on the night shift at a home for people with dementia. Late March 2004, Wanda told me she didn't love me any more, and in April 2004, I took a bus ride back to Escanaba. I stayed with my brother Clyde for about three months, until on July 1 (my Mom's birthday), I moved into the Harbor Tower.

A Moaner's Lament (2003)

A New Angel In Heaven's Light (2004)

A Wonderful Family (2003)

AnnaBelle (2003)

Aunja, Child Of Love (2002)

Aunja's Tune (2005)

Autumn House Memories (2004)

Autumn House, In The Night (2003)

Behold The True Me (2004)

Big Big Heart (2002)

Bird Nose Song (2003)

Birthday Blessings For Wanda (2002)

Blue (2004)

Budge, You're An Angel (2003)

Caught Up In The Silence (2002)

Changing (2004)

Clashing Spirits (2004)

Cold As A Fish (2004)

Creepy Crawlies (2003)

Departure (2004)

Discovery (Elementary School) (2003)

Do You Know (2003)

Elma Pond (2003)

German Family Reunion (2003)

Gig Harbor (2023)

Gussie (2003)

Happy Birthday Annarae (2003)

Happy Birthday Dad (2003)

Happy Birthday Keith (2003)

Happy Birthday Shannon (2003)

Happy Valentines Day (2003)

Hard Working Man (2003)

Heart Of Gold (2003)

Hillbilly Joe (2003)

Hood River (2003)

House Of The Weary (2004)

In The Crib (2004)

In This Life (2003)

In-Laws In Washington (2004)

Journey To B.C. (2003)

Journey To The Future (2004)

Journey To The Midwest (2004)

Kill The Spider (2002)

Last Minute Girl (2004)

Leaving Home (2004)

Let Me Eat Fish (2004)

Life Path (2004)

Little Girl's Reflection (2003)

Morning Crisis (2007)

Morning From Hell (2004)

Morning In Montesano (2003)

Mount Rainier (2003)

New Home Birthday (2003)

Night Shift (2004)

Oh Mister Teddy Bear (2004)

On The Greyhound (2002)

On The Greyhound Again (2004)

On The Road To California (2003)

One Year Ago, Today (2003)

Our Cat (2003)

Our Christmas Tree (2002)

Our First Anniversary (2003)

Our Time Together (2004)

Reeking In The Benefits (2002)

Seaside Honeymoon (2002)

Seattle rendezvous (2002)

Sharing Time In Washington (2003)

She Bites Like Crazy (2004)

She Doesn't Love Me Anymore (2004)

Some Final Things To Know (2004)

Spring Has Been Sprung (2004)

Take A Look Back (2004)

Take Me Back Home (2004)

The Alarm (2003)

The Beauty Of Washington (2002)

The Devious One (2006)

The Fast Lane (2004)

The Ferry To The Zoo (2002)

The German Clan (2003)

The Honeymoon Is Over (2004)

The Hurricane Ridge (2003)

The Old Lady And The Spider (2007)

The Train To Mineral Lake (2002)

The Woman With The Blackberry Eyes (2002)

Twas The Night Before Christmas (2003 parody)

Two Deer Day (2003)

Washington Memories (2004)

Wedding Bells (2002)

Whiskers (2002)

You Ask Me (2003)

You Just Don't Know (2002)

You Make Me Melt (2002)

You Snore (2003)

You Take Me (2002)

Your Home (2003)

Your Space (2004)

Angel On A Cloud (2002)

Big Big Heart (2002)

Birthday Blessings For Wanda (2002)

Flight To Be Here (2002)

In My Heart (1999)

Wanda, A Friend4bud (2002)

Cake Of Love (2002)

Old Fashion Heart (2003)

Wandarful Wanda (2002)

Woman With A Heart Of Gold (2003)

The Very Best Place (2002)

Woman (Feb 2004)

Who Is It (2003)

A Moaner's Lament

I sing a sad song, every day and every night

Something needs to be done, and I need it done right

Nothing that I touch, seems to satisfy me

Listen to my story, and my kitty cat plea

I yearn so strongly, for another, just outside the front door

He was in here several times, but then I wasn't sure

But now I want him so badly, I can feel the heat

I rub myself bald, because I need some relief

A deep strong feeling, is so hard to endure

When I need another body, all covered in fur

I sing this song, all through the day

And keep on rubbing myself, in every way

Why can't they understand me, and how will they know

I give them many expressions, but are they that slow

They seem to ignore, my Meowy moan

So I raise my voice, and loudly I groan

Nothing seems to be the same, no matter how I rub

I need the real thing, I don't need a sub

Don't show compassion, or pity for me

Just stop this feeling, that's come to be

I climb on the table, I climb on the chair

Because I need attention, and you know where

Please help me, MEOW! I'll make myself clear

I need a creature like me! Right now! Right here!

Our cat Whiskers is in heat.

We need to have her fixed.

Soon....I hope. She's been noisy and bugging all of us.

A New Angel In Heaven's Light

There's a new Angel in Heaven's light

I should know, for I've felt her bite

It took awhile, but I became her friend

Many nights seeing to her needs, I would spend

For the woman who at first, wanted me out

The very same one, who bit me and would shout

Now she welcomed me with a smile

We'd talk and laugh, every night awhile

I had come to know her laughter and soul

Once when I was sad, she made me feel whole

She told me that I should follow my heart

For my journey ahead, she made an imaginary scarf

In the toilet, there wasn't any snake

The smell of cookies, kept her awake

To see her smile, each time I came into the room

Had me singing a made up song, she didn't know the tune

Betty, I hardly had any time with you at all

But I was there once, to pick you up from your fall

I was there to ease all your pain

And a part of you, will always remain

Before the end, your spirit came through

And I'm so happy, I got to know the real you

Yes, it is time for us each, to journey back home

To be among family and friends, and never alone

Dedicated to my dear friend Betty Burton, who has traveled

back home, to Heaven. In the light, she will always shine.

This was back when I lived in Montesano, Washington. I

worked in a home for people with dementia called

Autumn House. I have many pleasant memories from

my time there. Betty was one of the clients that lived

there. There were many others who will be cherished

in my memory.

A Wonderful Family

There within the household, a family became anew

When it grew to three, where there once was two

The man had traveled far, from his place of birth

Searching for his place in life, and what his life was worth

There was a Mother, and her daughter who lived there

And they had a lot of love, that they wished to share

They had a kitty cat, that loved to watch the birds

This man came into their lives, who mastered poetic words

The daughter loved to watch TV, every day and night

The Mother worked hard, because the cost of living was so tight

The man searched for a place, where he would belong

While his search continued, he shared with them his song

The daughter was spoiled, but only in a good way

The Mother returned from work, exhausted everyday

This man who traveled far, searched for meaning in this place

He tried to understand, the people behind the face

The daughter asked for plenty, because that was her part

The Mother gave so very much, with all of her heart

The man was alone too long, he had a lot of love to spare

And he found within this family, a lot of love to share

As time went on, the man learned about family life

When he became a husband, and the Mother became his wife

They learned from each other, about what a family should be

And the love between the three of them, built A Wonderful Family

I wrote this when I lived in Gig Harbor, Washington

Anna Belle

Oooh oooh oooh, Anna Belle

What a story, your life could tell

Born to a woman, by the name of Louise

Loves just about every kind of cheese

Anna Belle who married, a German named Ray

My Mother-In-Law, tell me what can I say

Sitting in your green chair, with a good book to read

Turning the dirt over, and planting the seed

Annie Foxglove, the computer name fits you fine

In the garden of flowers, with the Heavenly divine

Water your plants well, and watch them grow

Share with your family, the love that you know

Playing Tumblebees, has you looking for words

On top of the garage, there's so many birds

A caregiver, who gives from the heart

And appreciates well, the Victorian art

This is the time, and I had to say

Wishing you the best, of a Happy Birthday

Oooh oooh oooh, Anna Belle

What a story, your life could tell

This poem is about my Mother in Law

Wanda's Mom

Aunja, Child Of Love

Born into this world as Aunja, with so much love

Guided by the Angels, that watch her from above

She shares her love, with everyone who is around

In helpful ways, wherever she can be found

With laughter flowing free, and a smile on her face

In front of the TV, is where she takes her place

Sitting there, eating Cookie Dough Ice Cream

Lost in her own thoughts, caught up in a dream

Eating healthy foods, her favorite one is the fruit

And swims the many strokes, in her swimsuit

Taking a ride around the yard, on her bike

Or a visit to see the Mayor, or a five mile hike

Adding knowledge to her mind, with a good book

Reading the pages, until no more she can look

With Whiskers the cat, closely by her side

The love you share, is one you never hide

Aunja, child of love, with the Russian name

You and I are alike, in many ways the same

We will both share our love, with your Mother

And if all goes well, one day you'll have a brother

But until that day, with this poem I will send

Many hugs filled with love, for a special friend

Thank you Aunja, for touching my life with your love

Aunja's Tune

I remember the little girl who wouldn't listen to me

I had to twist your arm, so that you'd understand and see

Never meaning to hurt you

Just trying to get through

Never been a Father before, but I tried my best

You were the one, to put me through every test

But something happened between the little girl and her new Father

I took the time to know her soul inside, where others didn't bother

And as I did, I found there to be so much there

A special bond and friendship, only we could share

Climbing up the hill behind the house, to meet her after school

Getting caught in the blackberry bush, I felt like a fool

Putting so much butter on her potatoes so she'd eat

So many memories for me, that are hard to beat

Kate & Ashley, The Saddle Club, and Lizzie McGuire

These were some of the shows you always admired

Singing the Beatle's Help, touched me more than I could say

I couldn't say exactly how, so I just looked away

She kept so much inside, but there was so much there

When she was comfortable, with me is who she'd share

I drove her to school, when my work was done

Her words and presence, warmed me like the sun

She said someday I'd be a famous poet

I believed her, for her words seemed to know it

She stores so much knowledge and questions in her head

Words and thoughts, but never being said

And the final hug she gave me, before I went out the door

I had so much to say to her, but silence took the floor

The moment found me in a shock

With no key to my voice box

Just like all the missing stuff found in Aunja's room

I wanted to honor a special girl, so I wrote her this tune

Aunja, thank you so much for your influence in my life.

I hope that all your dreams come true,

and that life takes you very far on a journey of the mind and soul.

Autumn House Memories

I remember that very day, and never will forget

The Autumn House residents, the first day that we met

I fell in love with the place, the wonderful atmosphere

And the people who stopped in, I hold them very dear

Nancy, the one in charge, who gave this all its start

She made the extra effort, to give it all her heart

Her understanding of life, and so much more

Helped me to accomplish, all that was in store

Patti, who keeps my poems on her office wall

I recall the many times, she answered my call

Your guidance and your insight, welcomed me to this home

So I thought it was about time, to include you in a poem

Heidi, the longest staying Nurses Aide, who is down to Earth

Sensitive and caring, you know their special worth

You make every effort, to make them feel complete

I'm thankful for the pleasure, of you I got to meet

Jennifer, so kind and gentle in her ways

I shall remember you, in my future days

You understood me, and I understood you

You made me feel comfortable, with all that I do

So many people passed through, many came and went

Some were the workers, some were Heaven sent

Budge, Joe, & Alice, moved onto a better place

Many Autumn House Memories, leave a smile on my face

I remember the people who welcomed me into Autumn House,

and made me feel like I belonged there. They believed in me,

and knew that I was trying my best to make everyone there

feel comfortable. They made me feel that my effort was well

worth everything I did. Thank you for that.

Autumn House was in Montesano, Washington.

Autumn House, In The Night

It was a rainy night, at the Autumn House

As the words “Help Me, help me,” came from her mouth

I checked with her, and everything was alright

So I left the room, after turning out the light

I entered the kitchen, to see what I would bake

Was it to be cookies, or was it to be cake?

I mixed it up good, and then I let it cook

Then I sat down, and read the Communication book

I walked to one room, because I heard a sound

Awake was the man, who liked to tinker around

I made sure he was comfortable, and returned to the cake

Removed it from the oven, to see what else I'd make

Frosted it all over, which didn't take too long

Then from the front bedroom, there came an eerie song

The oldest resident, sang her songs this way

I checked in on her, and left her doing okay

I placed out all their clothes, for the morning hour

And checked to see, who would get a shower

I put the washcloth and towel, somewhere easy to access

Then went back to the kitchen, to clean up my mess

I made the rounds again, to see what I would find

The reading lady was asleep, with pillows propped up behind

Everyone was bathed, dressed, and up, as we came upon daylight

This ended my shift, at Autumn House, In The Night

It was a home for people with dementia called Autumn House in Montesano, Washington.

I had the night shift and took care of the people who lived there. I did cooking

and cleaning and showering and more. It was an experience I will always cherish

close to my heart.

Behold The True Me

I'm not a child molester, and I don't cheat

I am what you see, from my head to my feet

And it's a sure thing that I never lie

I try my best to express myself so you won't cry

I am honest and I seek the truth in everyone

I never have to ask for forgiveness when the day is done

For everything I give, comes as love from my heart

That is what you'll find, if you take me apart

And if you see beyond the physical, then you will know

It is where lives my spirit, also known as the soul

I live each day, to travel in the light

To hold and help you through every night

I know the past has left you with some pain

But what I see and feel of you, is what remains

You've conquered the past, moved on in time

So we could touch each other, and you could be mine

I'll keep on doing what I do best

Helping you understand each of life's tests

So here I am with my arms opened wide

Ready to hold you, won't you come inside

Before Wanda told me she didn't love me anymore,

she found a Bud LaMere in Ohio, who was accused

of molesting children. Someone in her family

had to research family members to adopt kids.

I have never been to Ohio, the spelling of my name

was wrong, and I have never molested any children.

Big Big Heart

There is a special woman, who has a big big heart

She does so many good things, she overdoes her part

So much love inside of her, she shares with everyone

To brighten up their days, like the warm rays of the sun

She does so very much, to make people feel complete

She's conquered her own life problems, which was quite a feat

She knows where they are coming from, she knows where they have been

For she has climbed those mountains already, and never will again

Not worried about expenses, she'll bend over backwards for you

Because her love is spiritual, from a heart that is so true

You feel lifted off the ground, with her smiles and her ways

Hoping that those feelings, will stick around for days

She puts on a front, that makes you think she's strong

But there's a gentle soul inside, who lets me hear her song

I just had to sing along, because I love her so much

It brought me to a higher place, whenever we would touch

Yes, it's true, my love for her is very deep

I dreamed of a woman like her, so often in my sleep

Her love is so beautiful, it is a work of art

Wanda is the woman, who has the Big Big Heart

It was the beginning of a two year love that would bring me

much happiness and at the end sadness. But I enjoyed the time

in between while I was there in Washington. I would do it over

knowing it would end like that. Because it was a great experience.

Bird Nose Song

In bed, in the dark of the night, I heard the song of a happy bird

Coming from my wife's nose, though not a word spoken was heard

It was a whistle, and the technique she used to breathe

As I listened very closely, not far off in some trees

The song was not, as loud as a snore

When the tune came, it touched my inner core

Here was my beloved, singing in her sleep

Without speaking, or even making a peep

She had no idea, her song touched me so

Or how it made my spirit, feel so all aglow

Not every night, will I hear this the way I did

This was the first night, and I do not kid

It seems like every night, is so special to me

When love is open, to all the forces that can be

You can cherish and love, everything your lover does

And become something more, than it ever was

I'll not forget, this special night, that she sang through her nose

The Happy Nose Bird song, as we slept under covers toes to toes

For every moment together, is special in my heart

And love of souls shared, plays a very wonderful part

I don't think Wanda liked it when I told her what it

sounded like. Or she may not have liked that I

wrote a poem about it.

Birthday Blessings For Wanda

I traveled down life's road, following the stars and the moon

That lead me to this day, which is the sixth of June

My soul feeling the pain of my past, it made me scream

For I was in a nightmare, when I searched for a dream

When taking the walk of life, so much is unknown

All the obstacles we faced, from which we have grown

Waiting for the truest love, to come our way

I celebrate that love, for being here today

I am blessed, to honor her day of birth

And to have her Angelic presence, here on Earth

I am thankful, our love found each other

Of this wonderful woman, who is also a Mother

Our feelings for each other, is filled with Spiritual Love

With each and every thought, that we are thinking of

Times seems to pass too quickly, whenever we talk

We long for a lifetime, of a hand in hand walk

Our love compliments each other, with everything we do

Oh sweet woman, I am so in love with you

I am so glad you are here, and you are mine

And to have your love, until the end of time

That was several years ago, and we have both carried on

traveling down life's path and finding love in others. I do

thank her for showing me around Washington, Oregon,

Northern California, and British Columbia, and waking

me up to who I truly became afterward.

Blue

Social-able and loving, is our good friend Blue

Independent and friendly, all describes you

Sleeping on the stairs, or underneath our bed

Or purring quite strongly, and rubbing your head

With claws on my pajamas, as I try to read

Leaving marks below the skin, which makes me bleed

When I lie down, so that I can rest

You snuggle up to me, and sleep upon my chest

Drinking from the toilet, don't you lick my face

I wonder of you had that tongue, in some other place

Oh Blue, you're such a cat that we can all call friend

With the special feelings, that your presence sends

The meow sound you make, to let you out the door

And the way you act, you're purrfect and so much more

You have a personality, special and unique

And bring a special love, everyday of the week

I'll write this poem, especially for you

A striped cat I call friend, by the name of Blue

Wanda's parents had a stray cat they had taken in.

They called him Blue. We lived with her parents

for awhile, and I got to be friends with Blue.

Budge You're An Angel

So many days, I'd watch him gazing at the sun

I knew by his smile, he was a special one

This little man, who's words had touched my heart

Saw the world outside his window, as a work of art

"You're an angel," and "I'll always love you," words he would say

He treated me so kindly, he always made my day

A kindly gentleman, who's loved so very much

I'm so thankful, to have felt your touch

You've come a long way, but you don't act old

Because your spirit flows, with a heart of gold

My special friend, who's traveled very far

Memories are hidden, but we know who you are

I will keep filling up your cup, because you life won't end

Your memories restored in spirit, with the love we send

Oh special friend, you have found your place

And I shall not forget, your friendly smiling face

A client I met while I worked in

Montesano, Washington at Autumn House

Caught Up In The Silence

Caught up in the silence, of words not spoken

I give to you, rhyming words as my usual token

To let you know, I always try my best to speak

And end up staring into space, until the words I seek

Sometimes it will carry on, until the end of day

I get so frustrated, when my voice has gone away

I know you hate it, when I act like this

And that you'd prefer, a hug and a kiss

I search deep within my soul, to see what is there

Because I know for you, my silence is unfair

I do this not for pleasure, that is not my way

Bottled up inside of me, the words are hard to say

Sometimes I feel sad and lost, when I have hurt you

My anger is directed at myself, and I start feeling blue

As I learn more about you, I learn more about me too

And struggle with the answers, that tell me what to do

Caught up in the silence, from always being on my own

Sharing in my confusion, of my silent undertone

I will try my best, to speak straight from my heart

And let the silence fade, as we both do our part

I shall always, try to use common sense

So you and I won't be, Caught Up In The Silence

This was after the first argument between Wanda and I.

I have learned a lot since that time.

Changing

When she came to take me away

Did she think I'd change with every day

It was her who changed her mind

I always gave freely, I was always kind

Did we grow apart

No longer one at heart

Because it sure feels sore

She doesn't love me anymore

Before, I could do no wrong

Now everything is an off key song

The words once used for love

Now burns inside with everything I think of

I never asked to change her at all

I accepted and loved, until she put up that wall

Or was it a wall that we both had put up

Each of our efforts just weren't enough

God help me, I'm begging please

Give me a hug, and a gentle squeeze

Tears keep falling, my heart is broke

The flames of love, gone up in smoke

This was right after Wanda told me that

she didn't love me any more. Many thoughts

going through my head at that time. I remember

trying to figure it all out. The answer came

gradually through the years. It wasn't my fault

at all. Sometimes things don't seem to work no

matter how hard you try and it is time to move on.

And I did move on, and found love again and again.

Clashing Spirits

Sometimes life can go so smooth, you live a life of ease

Other times it's rocky, and there's no one you can please

Personalities of the spirit, joining of the heart

Differences that keep clashing, tearing them apart

Did they really know each other, was it really love

Wonder just exactly, what they were thinking of

Were their souls together, for a little while

Then tell me if you can, what happened to their smiles

At the beginning, they could hardly wait to be together

Now there's so little time, for moments they should treasure

The bond has been shaken, where once it held so strong

Feelings of unhappiness, brings sadness to life's song

How can it be mended, to make them feel complete

When difference in values, builds a barrier they can't beat

Acceptance of their freedom, and their time apart

Disconnecting spirits, once joined at the very heart

What could they do, what has changed these two

To stop the overpowering love, that they each once knew

Is there any way, that they can get it back

Spirits that guide them, please show them how to act

This is about two people's love that was questioned.

Two days after I wrote this, my wife asked for a separation.

I guess I didn't realize she didn't love me any more, and

yet maybe part of me did know. She didn't want to even

try to work it out, she had made up her mind and it was

final.

Cold As A Fish

When someone grows as cold as a fish

Time to rely on the stars and a wish

When love is at the ocean's floor

Then it's a bit too fishy to ignore

Time to swim to the top, and then swim away

Upon the many ripples, of a brand new day

When the one who once had, a heart of gold

Turns into an octopus, who has you in a stranglehold

When the oyster has a bit too much of that slime

And it doesn't even give you much of any time

Time to blow the bubbles, and then hit the coast

Better off spending time, with a shrimp ghost

When the shark attacks, and is out for blood

You find yourself, squirming in the mud

When the Washington red snapper, snaps at you

The Great Lakes Whitefish, must become renewed

I had returned to Michigan and still thinking about my

break up with Wanda in Washington State, and

making humor of what happened

Creepy Crawlies

Creepy Crawlies, crawling on the ground

Silently among us, they don't make a sound

Creeping over everything, wherever they go

Maybe one of them, is the Black Widow

Mom's been weeding around the house, and surely broke their home

Without it they are now, and within is where they roam

Why, they look so ugly, and scary as can be

One was on the towel rack, staring chills into me

It felt like they were everywhere, this feeling that they gave

I wonder if they'd go away, if I gave them a friendly wave

I saw one scurry, across the kitchen floor

One big one was enough, I sure don't want any more

Maybe if I think real hard, they will disappear

All I know for sure, is I want them out of here

Maybe some are harmless, but that won't work for me

I wonder how we look to them, I wonder how they see

I wonder if there's a way, for them to just go away

Or if they'd understand, if we bowed our heads and pray

All I know for sure, is they scare me to the bone

Just remember this, if you decide to wreck their home

I never did like spiders

Departure

Our lives intertwine, and then they depart

Some memories, will remain deep in our heart

Looking back, I'd have to say

So glad, that you came my way

It wasn't easy, for either of us

We do what we can, and what we must

Choices are made, painful and free

So we can travel onward, to our destiny

I don't regret, the decisions I've made

In the end, lessons were learned, and fully paid

Sometimes we must travel, to understand

And appreciate life, the best that we can

Sometimes we must choose, decisions that are hard

It's what comes up, as we're playing the cards

It's not easy, when you're down on the farm

Hoping dreams come true, and you're safe from harm

I'm hoping someday, to get my poetry out

Until that day arrives, I'll keep walking down this route

I'm wishing you well, in all that you do

And hoping all your dreams, will eventually come true

This is for my wife Wanda, who I am separated from and soon to be divorced from.

Our journey took us down different paths. But this one is for her.

Discovery (Elementary School)

My name is Aunja Norland, I'm a student of Discovery

And I'd like to share some words, of what it means to me

To be taught here in Gig Harbor, by the very best

Due to life's situations, we must be moving West

Mr. Adams, I thank you very much

For the time, and guidance with your touch

Thank you to all my friends, who have been there

Whenever I needed a friend, and words to share

Out through the back door, down through the Church Yard

Life doesn't get easier, sometimes it is hard

Up and off to school, every weekday morning

Tests of a lifetime, comes without a warning

I will remember, everyone I met here

Placed within my heart, of all things I hold dear

As I make my journey, and have a new start

I will look back, because you had a special part

I know I'll keep learning, wherever I will go

And the destination I arrive at, it will always show

I hope that as the days pass, that you remember me

And the times we shared, when we were at Discovery

Aunja moved to Montesano to live with her Grandparents

there. I was her Step-Father for almost 2 years. She once said to

me that someday I'd be a famous poet. I moved back to the

Upper Peninsula of Michigan. Aunja went to college and from what

I see on her Facebook page, she is enganged as well.

I wish her well in life, wherever life will take her.

She got married, and moved to Texas.

She got married, and I hope all is well for her and

her future. I hope she found happiness.

Do You Know

Do you know, how beautiful you are

And that you are, my shining star

You probably think, and wonder why

Because you think, differently than I

Less than perfect, is what you see

But you mean, the world to me

I can't stop you, from thinking that way

Only to let you know, I'm here to stay

I felt your love, so deep inside

And know that you, have never lied

Your words were always spoken true

That's why I'm so in love with you

Your heart was felt really strong

I enjoyed your wonderful song

You have a heart that loves to give

And in my soul, you'll always live

Oh my sweet special wonderful wife

Do You Know how deeply you have touched my life

Wanda, for everything you've given me. I am so honored

to be your man. Your heart, your soul, your spirit, the way

you see life. Is such a wonderful gift to have. Thank you

for being my gift.

Note: I wonder if she ever knew

Elma Pond

You can swim across, if you like

Or on the path, you can ride a bike

You can row your boat, from end to end

Or take a walk, with a good friend

You can have a barbecue, and a picnic too

There's so many things, that you can do

The water is warm on a sunny day

And there's no alligators, to get in your way

Maybe take your dog, out for a stroll

Or just a place, you can rest your soul

The beauty here, is a sight to see

It sure was great, for my eyes and me

It's a place where spirits, come to relax for awhile

And it sure does bring, such a wonderful smile

There's nothing as great, as the earthly bond

When you spend some time, at the Elma Pond

Elma pond was some water located in Elma,

a small city not far from Montesano, Washington

GERMAN Family Reunion

Labor Day Weekend, in 2003

GERMAN Family Reunion, relatives to see

Travelers from many miles away

A hotel with a swimming pool, is where we'd stay

The weather was hotter, further south

Cold drinks, to refresh a dry mouth

A dinner out, at an all you can eat Buffet

One couple ate already, so they couldn't stay

It was Sunday, almost time for the Reunion to start

But there were already, relatives at the Park

No pressure for water balloons, we called on Aunt Tody for help

She helped us at her house, tie them herself

Back at the park, Wanda was on the Mic

And told us all, what the day would be like

GERMAN brothers and sisters, were all around

Tody, Ray, Loren, Pat, Bobbie, and Gary...all could be found

Then there was a toss of the water balloon

And an orange ribbon pull, of a plastic spoon

Two older members, of an earlier generation of the GERMAN Family

Irene and Howard, were judges, of the art craft Jamboree

That showed each family's personality

I added a poem, written by me

Then we took pictures, of each family of the family tree

Some were missing, because they left too early

We packed up, and called it a day

We waved goodbye, and then drove away

It was so hot, in the pool we played ball

Everyone was in, and I do mean all

Pizza and visits with cousins, before we said goodnight

It wasn't long before, it was time to turn off the light

It was my wife at the time, Wanda's German Family Reunion

in around Redding area. Her Dad Ray's side of the family.

It was an interesting and enjoyable trip to California to

take part in it.

German was their last name, which might have gone back

to the surname Germain or Jarman.

Gussie

There is a lady that I know

She sings some songs from her soul

She sings her songs through every day

At Autumn House where she does stay

Sitting in the recliner chair

While on her head is snow white hair

She eats real well and isn't fussy

This sweet lady's name is Gussie

Born in Texas in 1902

Moved to Alaska, where it is cool

She married, but he is gone

Still she carries on her song

Oh Gussie there's a place for you

Going so strong, will you reach 102?

If by chance, you are called away

I had a chance to write this, for your birthday

For your journey takes you everywhere

As you sing your songs in your chair

Angels gently guide you, they're always around

While, we at Autumn House, are the ones on the ground

May your birthday be treasured, at 101

With cake and ice cream, and lots of fun

Happy Birthday Gussie!

Gussie was one of the oldest

residents at Autumn House.

Where I worked on the Night Shift

for a while in Montesano, Washington

Happy Birthday Annarae

Butterflies flying above your head, on this special day

Family surrounds you, singing Happy Birthday Annarae

She works at Wal-Mart, with fabrics galore

She certainly knows, what Grandmothers are for

She takes care of her Grandkids, and everything they do

Her children are Darren, Dena, and then there's Todd too

Her husband is Darren, the head of her clan

James is the surname, she shares with her man

She's the family barber, she cuts hair for kin

And she plays Tumblebees, thinking she will win

The Tinkerfly floating, on the internet place

We know her name, and we can't forget her face

A California born woman, in Redding in 1961

May 12 was the day, that her life had begun

The proud parents are German, that's Ann and Ray

They continue to be proud, up until this very day

She lives in Washington state, in the city of Aberdeen

And takes pride in being, an Arts & Crafts Queen

I'm her brother-in-law, and just had to say

In my poetic language, Happy Birthday Annarae

This is for Wanda's sister, Annarae

Happy Birthday Dad

Happy Birthday Dad, and Happy New Year too

Wishing you the best, as a new one starts for you

The old year has passed, and now it is gone

With the new one, comes another of life's song

Life sure isn't easy, but you have trucked so far

A darn hard working man, and great with a car

A Timberbeast maybe, but more like a pussycat

Gentle and kind with family, and that's a natural fact

A handyman, who's good with every tool

Some may call him crazy, but he sure ain't no fool

He treats his family, with respect and care

And when you need a hand, count on him to be there

He's constantly adding web shot pictures, to his computer screen

I've looked at his computer, and taken in many a scene

He wears a cap, because he's losing his hair

But just like a snowflake, he's special and he's rare

I wanted to take this time, to say to this special man

"Happy Birthday Dad!" have the best day that you can

I'm sure glad this poem's over, can't think of anything more to say

But as I know you better, I'll write them for your next Birthday

This one is for my Father-In-Law, Ray German

Happy Birthday Keith

Born in Redding California, with very little hair

Looking at him today, there's the same thing there

Born on June 7, 1971, Ray his Father and Ann his Mother

And a tattoo on his arm, saying he's the older brother

He's been working at Levee Lumber for years

And has a gray stocking cap, that disappears

With three children, Christopher, Sarah, & Julie

His life lead him, to a union with a Judy

He lifts weights, and works out at the Gym

So he can keep those muscles, pumping in every limb

He likes country music, especially the Charlie Daniels Band

And comes around, to give his parents a hand

He has sisters Wanda and AnnaRae, and younger brother Joe

And once owned horses, named Rebel, Commanda, 4 Mile Git N Go

He was a member long ago of the FFA

Had a special understanding of those in the handicap way

Chili and Prime Ribs at the Koffee Korner, he did his job real well

And though he touched on Heaven, sometimes he went through Hell

His best friend was Randy, they get together every year

And talk about the happy times, with some that brought a tear

Well Keith, this is your brother in law, and I wanted to say

I have more hair on my head than you, but happy birthday anyway

This is for Wanda's brother Keith German of Aberdeen Washington.

Thanks Keith, for being a good friend as well as a special person.

Happy Birthday Shannon

The daughter of Mr.& Mrs. Anderson, and born in December

Looking back on childhood memories, all good things to remember

Grew up to be a tanner, at the Juicy Tan

And Hillbilly Joe, is is her greatest fan

She loves to read and learn, in the Wishkah Valley

And is studying to be a nurse, and all that she can be

She loves to watch Joe race around the tracks

And she's his biggest fan too, and those are the facts

She has a tattoo on her body, and so does he

But no way will they ever get that needle in me!

She was the Angel Of Death once at Halloween

They love to relax with music, and take in the country scene

She loves her dog, animals at her beckon call

And looks forward to Idiot Encounters, at the mall

What can I say about someone who's so nice

I really have no words, to share as good advice

Except to keep on learning, from the books on her shelf

Keep on doing what she's doing, and always be herself

Keep on being exactly who you are

Then your life will take you very far

Happy Birthday Shannon!!!

This is for Wanda's brother Joe's girlfriend,

who later became his wife.

Hard Working Man

He wakes up in the early hours, he's a hard working man

Driving a big truck all over, doing the best he can

His hauls take him, so far from his home

Think of all the times, he's passed the Tacoma Dome

With a number eighty two, on his big yellow truck

He travels down the road, carrying love as his luck

Many times his trips, has taken him far away

Where he's spent the night, to return home the next day

Timberbeast of the internet, rolling down the road

Are you late coming home, because of that big load

So tired from his hard day, asleep within his chair

But not a better caring man, can be found anywhere

His teasing and his joking, makes a better day

And since I've known him better, I just had to say

With all you do, I sure am proud

I have a few words, I never said out loud

I admire and respect you, for all that you have done

And "Dad, although I'm your in-law...I love you," from your son

This one was written for my Father-in-law Ray German at the time.

I had written an earlier poem called “You Snore!”

He was offended by it, so to make up for it, I wrote this one.

I do believe he started talking to me again after he saw this one.

Heart Of Gold

There is a woman, with a heart of gold

Who is forever, mine to always hold

Life sure gave her, a cruel hard lesson

But she came out on top, and was my blessing

She put all she had, into everyday of her life

And I'm so honored, that she became my wife

For you see, she never knows when to stop giving

And she came into my life, so I could restart living

She knows the words and ways, to make me feel whole

Her spirit touches me deeply, she has a beautiful soul

I'm so thankful, that her life came to be

If you knew her like I do, I'm sure you'd agree

I met her on the internet in 1999, in the month of May

We reconnected the same month in 2002, and she's in my life to stay

Two months later, she took a plane to me

And everything that we knew, all came to be

I traveled to where she was, and soon we were married

And she became my wife, and it was my name she carried

She'll be in my life, as I grow old

The woman that I love, with a Heart Of Gold

For my wife on her Birthday June 6th.

Shhhhhh she hasn't read it yet.

Hillbilly Joe

Oh there he is, that Hillbilly Joe

Hope you never see him, eating crow

He's the baby of the family, of the German clan

Not afraid to take chances, he's a wild man

He lives in Wishkah, with his girlfriend Shannon and dog Zeus

And he likes to go hunting, but he sure ain't hunting goose

A daredevil, a skydiver, and also a white water rafter

He knows what he wants, and knows what he's after

Born in Nineteen Seventy Five, on the sixth of February

He's a fan of Buffy, Wow, that sure is scary

An Industrial cleaner, keeping the air we breathe clean

Sometimes it gets toxic, until he makes the scene

Always tries his best, at some new computer game

Until he sees his name at the top, that is his true aim

One night while playing Bloobs, we could hardly pull him away

Sometimes he's so caught up in it, he just wants to play

Well, anyway, today is his birthday

So I wrote this poem, so that I could say

Happy Birthday Hillbilly, Happy Birthday Joe!

Sure hope you keep winning, so you won't eat crow

This one I wrote for my brother-in-law Joe, Wanda's brother, and we framed it and added a new text to it,

and he loved it. Hope you do too. It's a personalized poem, and I like writing about people.

Hood River

It was our first anniversary, to celebrate a year

A sharing of a special time, with a woman I hold dear

We traveled down to Oregon, saw Multinomah Falls

Away from our daily life, of e-mail and phone calls

We stayed at a Motel at Hood River, with a beautiful waterfront scene

Upon the Columbia gorge, it was a special come alive dream

There inside our room, was a bouquet from the woman I love

Who's inside my heart and soul, and all I'm thinking of

Dressed up for a dinner, with someplace nice to go

Taking in the warmth, of deep spiritual inner glow

On a train ride, through an orchard of pear trees

Saw Mount Hood in the distance, but not a partridge did we see

A clown, a magician, and balloon artists were there

Aboard the Mount Hood Railroad, without a worry or a care

We walked down by the water, on such a sunny day

Took several photographs, and they turned out okay

We went to the movies together, something that we've never done

Ate popcorn and pop, and we sure did have lots of fun

We took our loving bond, to a higher level here

Looking forward to times shared, in another year

I'll think back on this moment, with a personal shiver

The time we shared a special day, down near the Hood River

It was our first year Anniversary, and it was beauty we saw and

beauty we felt as we went by all the water falls on the way down

House Of The Weary

In this House Of The Weary

It's always nice when someone is cheery

Sometimes it'll be one, sometimes another

But it brings the spirit through, to each other

Lying in wait until the end

Hoping for company with a friend

So much to do to stay alive

Waiting for the transition to arrive

The pain can be a curse

And eating keeps getting worse

My interest just isn't there

Life is so terribly unfair

There's words jumbled inside my mind

But my voice is something I can't find

To let you know how I feel

It's like a nightmare and so unreal

Comfort me if you can

'Til ends my human lifespan

So I can fly once again and be free

Back to the place where I can be me

In person it was harder for me to voice my mind,

but on paper and in poetry, I can do so easily

In The Crib(Revised Edition)

My wife is an addict, I tell you it is true

She sits in the crib, there’s nothing I can do

Playing in the Cribbage tournaments, hours on end

I can’t get her full attention, I lost my best friend

She sits in her comfortable, swiveling computer chair

I’d get down on my knees, but I haven’t got a prayer

Watching others who are playing

I wonder how long she is staying

I try talking to her, but she’s focused on the screen

She’s in some kind of trance, I just want to scream

I want to grab her shoulders and give her such a shake

Maybe she will get the message, and she’ll come awake

I’d like to take the cord, and then maybe unplug

But that isn’t like me, I could use a loving hug

She has an appointment, to be there online

Out of bed early morning, two hours before nine

Do I need to make plans, so she’ll spend time with me

Or is joining the tournament, the way it’s going to be

It’s not like me, to do something like that

All I really want, is to have my wife back

I feel I’m on the outside, and I’m looking in

I’m competing for her time, and I just can’t win

There was once upon a time, that together we would live

Now she’s setting tables, and keeping house In The Crib

Wanda loved playing Cribbage online with friends.

It was hard to get her attention

In This Life

In this life we're living, you always seem to strive

While I move along daily, at my own pace to be alive

You dive into your work, and do your very best

While I study life and after, so I'll pass the test

You always choose the words, that are truth based

I use my words to help people, with problems that are faced

You always remind me, that your love is real

And with the poems I write, I tell you how I feel

You always seem to know, what I want and what I need

It's like you've always known me, and I do believe

That you can really feel, the spirit that's within

Because when I am finished, you know where to begin

Our life together, has taken us across that line

And shown us we are all, part of the divine

There is more to life, than what we've always known

Values are from within, not from everything we own

In-Laws In Washington

I remember the day, you won't believe it but I was scared

When we moved in, love of your daughter that we shared

You welcomed this stranger, into your home

Many times, I'd wander off to be alone

Your family always seemed so loud

I was quiet, never a part of the crowd

But it was easy for anyone to see

I came along with my own personality

You always made me feel, so proud and tall

Whenever decisions were made, I heard the call

I tried my best, but it wasn't always easy

But with the kid, I knew discipline was the key

You weren't only in-laws, you were very special friends

Looking back, I still don't understand why it had to end

How can one be loved so much, and the next moment so less

I only know I've always tried, to do my very best

What was it to cause such a change

To stop this love, to me it seemed so strange

I guess that I will never really know

There are no answers when the wind blows

You always raised your family, so very well

The love you gave them each, it was so easy to tell

I know because I felt it too

Believe it, while I was there, I grew

But within my mind, wherever I go

I'm taken back to a special place, in Montesano

This is for my in-laws in Washington state. Ray and Ann German,

thank you so very much for taking me in and being my friends.

I shall never forget the support you gave me, and the love you shared with me.

Note: I've learned that when a marriage fails, it isn't about who is right or wrong,

it is that the two people just have different values, and must go off in search of someone

who will bring out the best in them. Their path leads somewhere else other than yours.

Journey To BC

It was March 21st 2003, when we journeyed to BC

There were some cousins, that we wanted to see

We had little difficulty, crossing the border at Blaine

Waiting on the other side, was Bev, Dot, and Elaine

We followed them to the bank, to exchange money there

Then to cousin Kim's, she had a bedroom she could spare

We browsed through the Thrift stores, and then to the Mall

Looking through the Dollar store, things packed wall to wall

Returned and met Bev's husband Garry, who's character is like Don Rickles

He cooked us up some hamburgers, which we ate with some pickles

After looking at some pictures, and chatting awhile more

It was time to get some sleep, for what tomorrow had in store

We were up and ate breakfast, and off to catch the SkyTrain

The weather wasn't too bad, it was on and off rain

A computer operated SkyTrain, like a subway in the sky

Looking down upon the cities, and all that caught our eye

Our destination was Vancouver, we jumped off without a fuss

Then we crossed the water, in something called a SeaBus

And on the waterfront, we looked in every shop

Taking our lunch at McDonald's, it was a peaceful stop

Then back upon the SeaBus, the SkyTrain, and Kim's once more

Passing time found us dipping veggies, and sharing family lore

Drawing pictures, laughing, and telling stories as well

Time that was enjoyed, with cousins Bev and Elaine Bell

The next day found us, on passing donuts all around

On the road to the Great Flea Market, is where we were found

Inside the buildings, I found many books to read

After we looked through everything, it was time to leave

Our next destination, was to the area called White Rock

This was the beach area, where Elaine liked to walk

This is where we parted, with hugs for everyone

Time sure went fast, when we all were having fun

Back home again, safe is where we'll be

Happy for our time, and our Journey To BC

From Washington state, Wanda, Aunja, & I

traveled to visit some Pinard cousins of mine

Bev Love and her family and her sister, and daughter Kim

Journey To The Future

I'm taking a journey to the future

that rises from the past

She doesn't love me

it's now part of my past

I must be strong and carry on

and do my very best

As I look upon

the road I am traveling

Using my courage I will be strong

Doing right and never wrong

I am not perfection

But try my best selection

The bus trip will be long

But I'll hear your every song

To carry me on through

because I so love you

You know who I mean

A beautiful human being

Your song is in my heart

It'll play a special part

Back to where I began

I return now as a man

Life goes on another road

Carrying my heavy load

It'll get lighter as I go

This is something that I know

Love will carry me

Everyone will see

Friends are always there to guide you through hard times

Journey To The Midwest

Here I go on a journey, to the Midwest

Life on the western coast, surely was a test

I will do my very best, at all I do

From this experience, I mostly grew

Pain within is leaving, as I travel forth

Into the Upper Michigan, Yooper city north

I will step forward and be a happy man

Somewhere in my future, is where I'll stand

Helping those who need it, that is what I do

But remember also, you're needed here too

In my heart and soul, everyone I know

Is merged within my spirit, a part of my soul

At the time I thought I had failed. But having given it my best,

I realize it was just another chapter in my book of life, and who

would have known that love and fulfillment would be coming

my way once again.

Kill The Spider

Who shall kill the spider, that’s in the bathroom

Will it be the toilet brush, or possibly the broom

Maybe with my shoe, I will squish it on the floor

Or maybe be a coward, and run quickly out the door

Wow! That spider is so big

Maybe it’s one that wears a wig

I know I must do something, so it’ll disappear

I get goosebumps, with its presence so near

I wonder if there’s a way to talk to it, so it’ll understand

We should be able to communicate, we come from the same land

I know I better kill it soon, before it climbs too high

Or I won’t be able to kill it, on the ceiling like a fly

I wonder how it got to be, into this room and there

And lurking in some corner, not far from my derriere

I really hate to kill, but I hate it more to live in fear

So I’ll summon up all my courage, from ear to ear

Here I go stomping a spider, SQUISH! SQUISH! SQUISH!

I ponder if I keep pounding it, if I could make a wish

Well the spider must be dead now, and now it’s a quarter to eleven

But it does make me wonder, does a spider go to Heaven

This is a humorous poem based on a true story.

I saw this spider in the bathroom when we lived with

Wanda's Parents in Montesano

Last Minute Girl

You're a last minute girl, always waiting until the last

Then you have to get it done, so very very fast

Why don't you do it earlier, why do you wait

Is it just that you like to, procrastinate

You have all week to do it, why wait to get it done

Work should come before, you take part in your fun

As you get older, I'm sure that you will learn

Working comes first, for money you will earn

You are going to school, to learn all you can

I hope someday, these words you'll understand

If at the beginning, you work to get it done

Then after it is finished, you'll have your time for fun

Instead of rushing to get it done at last

You could take your time, not going too fast

So my last minute girl, then you will become

A first minute girl, who has her time for fun

I wrote this one about Aunja

Leaving Home

I remember back in 2001, I left my Mom behind

To see the people and places, I knew in my mind

To Quebec Canada, a place I've never been

Leaving back in Michigan, my lifetime truest friend

Who would have ever thought, or could have ever known

That from this first time journey, my spirit would have grown

Life's touching others, souls everlasting

Returning to my home, and my Mother's passing

Leaving the only home, I've known all my life,

To move into an apartment, by a cemetery

Leading me to my destiny, and my future wife

Who later I would meet, and then I would marry

Far from Escanaba Michigan, on a bus to Seattle Washington

A place I never thought I'd be, where my dreams were based upon

In a role so different, that it use to be

But I had the guidance, of spirits guiding me

Connecting me with people, spirit touching souls

Helping me to heal, patching up some holes

Now I'm enjoying life, and loving as I grow

And learning about love, and sharing all I know

Little did I know that by the end of March 2004,

I would find out my life would change even more

Let Me Eat Fish

Let me eat fish

It's good for the brain

A mighty fine dish

And it keeps me sane

I love the whitefish, from the great lakes region

With a touch of butter added, it's pretty pleasing

Fish tastes so good, wherever you search

The rainbow trout, and the ocean perch

I like fresh salmon, and also fresh trout

Red snapper and basa, doesn't leave any doubt

Oh yes, and let's not forget the cod

Comes from Alaska, all made from God

Then there's tuna, the great sandwich fish

Goes great with everything, it's delicious

The halibut and haddock, are a few more

You can find at a fish market, or a good store

I'm not a worm, but they have me hooked

All fish taste great, if they're not overcooked

Let me eat fish for the rest of my life

I'll have my wish, thanks to my wife

In Washington State, Wanda fixed me Red Snapper and Basa.

In Escanaba, Michigan, I have Whitefish, Salmon, Lake Trout, & Cod

Life Path

You can search for love, all your life

Finally find a special woman, to be your wife

But love and life, isn't what it seems

When your eyes are open, in your waking dreams

You let things happen, letting it all flow

Hoping every day, that the love will grow

But the life path, you each were on before

Has you each standing, in front of a different door

It must be opened, you must go on through

To make yourself whole, to be honest and true

To all that you are, always stand strong

Remember wherever, you are where you belong

You may think it's wrong, but you never know

Where your life path, will continue to go

Just believe and have faith, in all that you do

Be happy and proud, that you remained you

Nobody should ever need to change who you are

deep down inside. They should accept you for

all that you are. In this poem, after Wanda told

me it was over, I was searching within myself

for answers. The answer was, “sometimes

it's not meant to be” and you must move on

Little Girl's Reflection

I giggle and I laugh, and I dance about

I sing a song and smile, and I sometimes shout

For it seems I'm being copied, in everything I do

The person who is doing it, looks like me too

I raise my hands in the air, and so do they

When I'm not close by, they are also away

It isn't so amazing, I love to watch myself

I seem to have the shape, of a modern day elf

Do you think I'm as pretty, as I am to me

Or is there something else, that you happen to see

I wouldn't change anything, I get better every day

And I keep growing more beautiful, in almost every way

I like to make sure, my hair is in the right place

And it makes me happy, to see my smiling face

I just want to dance, so filled up with pride

When I see the beauty, I feel so good inside

I twirl and I squeal, and then I also grin

Then I laugh out loud again, and then again I spin

Tell me though, do you look at yourself too

And feel as good inside, that you look like you

I wrote this one after seeing Aunja smiling and

looking at herself in a mirror

Morning Crisis

© by Bud Lemire on Oct 4, 2007

Helpless to rise, she's given a nudge
She opens one eye, but can barely budge
"Oh please not again, just let me stay"
"Oh Mother, let me sleep, please go away"

She rolls over, to go back to sleep
Another nudge comes, and also a beep
She decides is is time, for her to get up
I don't want it harder, enough is enough

"Oh what should I wear, what feels good on me?"
"What will others say, when they look and they see?"
"I guess I'll try each, and see what I'll wear"
"Now if I knew, what to do with my hair"

Her Mother looks in, to see if she's ready or not
"I guess I should be thankful, for what I've got"
So she gets ready and sits and watches TV
"I wonder what this day, holds for me"

This is another I wrote about Aunja

Morning From Hell

It was the morning from hell

I sure couldn't tell

The night went so well

I was caught in a quell

I felt a weight

Couldn't open the gate

I tried my best

But felt I gave less

Through the long night

My time off was my light

Just to get home

To be all alone

The call came in the night

I didn't use my second sight

To see how it would be

In the morning for me

Reliability wasn't there

Some people are unfair

Jobs, they don't care

Teamwork, they must share

Nobody came

Was I to blame

Under pressure at work

I felt like a jerk

Nothing turned out

I just wanted to shout

I called people on the list

And then shook my fist

How could this happen to me

I tried my best to be

Then a call I sent, came through

She was old, yet she was new

I stayed to help, awhile longer

Wanted to leave, I didn't belong there

I questioned my action

Couldn't get satisfaction

Did I really do right

When the call came that night

I should have called for help

At that moment, help myself

But my decision was made

And for that, I had paid

It was the morning from hell

Now you know it as well

Being a nurses aide isn't easy.

And when someone doesn't come on when it's their shift.

It makes it harder for the rest of us to carry more than our own load.

People should be responsible for doing their own work.

This one was written about one morning at Autumn House in Montsano

Morning In Montesano

It was the fog, that hid some of the trees

Sun shining from above, with a slight cool breeze

Like a painting, you'd see on TV

Taking in the beauty, of the scenery

Cats are crossing, down the street

As I pedal along, with my feet

At the Courthouse, sprinklers shooting high

On my bicycle, as I'm riding by

I come to main street, and look both ways

Taking in the view, lit by the sun rays

I pedal down to Cedar Street, and turn right

Then I turn left on River Road, as I take in the sight

Just a few more pedals, and I'll soon be there

I've reached my destination, as I stop to stare

I hop off the bike, and look around once more

Morning In Montesano, a look through Heaven's Door

I wrote this after riding my bicycle to work one day

when I lived in Montesano Washington.

Mount Rainier

It was a sunny day, on a trip to Mount Rainier

The beauty to see, had a mystical atmosphere

Our first south view, was from the Paradise side

We looked and saw climbers, both far and wide

Then it was a long ride, as we kept the Mountain in sight

We got to Sunrise, and the sun was shining bright

I was sun-burnt, as I made a chipmunk my friend

And I walked in some snow, because it was my trend

Looking up, from where we were at

We saw more climbers, on a snowy path

Feeding the gray jays, with popcorn from the car

Throwing it out the window, it wasn't very far

We returned to the place, where we began

Packwood, with Rainier in the distance, and a good plan

We met with my cousin, whom I never met before

Who shared with me, some family history lore

It was quite a trip, the day we came here

And took in the beauty, of the great Mount Rainier

Wanda and I took this trip. The Cousin we met was my Cousin

Darla Matchett, who had Lemire in her ancestry that went

back to my line of Lemires.

New Home Birthday

Here I am once again, with another Birthday poem

This one takes place, in a new place I call home

From somewhere far away, then from one place to another

Celebrating this special day, with a new father and mother

My loving wife Wanda, had a salmon bake

And she had cream cheese frosting, on a spice cake

Colored balloons were brought in, by my new sister Annarae

Her added touching presence, helped to make the day

They all sang Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday to you

Then I took a big puff, and out the candles blew

I cut pieces from the cake, and passed them all around

Then silence could be heard, as the only sound

Then everyone waited, for me to open each gift

I opened up the presents, gently closing the silent rift

I received some cards, that touched my very heart

A book and a calling card, from my sister who works at Walmart

I received pens, two notebooks, and a beautiful sweater

Welcoming me to the family, which made me feel much better

We sat around and chatted, saying what we had to say

Which brought it to the end, of a New Home Birthday

This was after we moved from Gig Harbor to Montesano,

and moved in with Wanda's parents Ray And Annabelle

Night Shift

Here I am keeping company with the night

Wondering how long it'll be before daylight

Time ticking by as I move around

The TV in the background is the only sound

Sometimes I find the time moving too slow

Other times I wonder where did it all go

One moment I get sleepy and feel so tired

Another moment I catch my second wind and start to perspire

I start moving so fast that I lose track of time

Exerting all my strength as energy flows through my spine

Food that I had eaten converts to energy I can use

Mind over matter in whatever choices I choose

I switch into a mode that only I can feel

I'm making good time but it seems so unreal

Before I even know it, it's time for me to go

It sure did come fast, when it started out so slow

This is when I worked at Autumn House in Montesano, Washington

I worked the night shift from 11 PM until 7 AM

Oh Mister Teddy Bear

Oh Mister Teddy Bear, with your glasses and stocking cap

Is it time once again, for your beauty nap

So wise in your ways, and the way you look

As you snuggle up, with a good book

Oh Mister Teddy Bear, with such a lovely coat

Cuddly and warm, what is it that you wrote

A poem for me, or someone else you met

It seems to be, your imaginative outlet

Oh Mister Teddy Bear, oh dear friend of mine

Tell me will you, do you understand the sign

Do you understand life, and where it will go

Do you know something that I don't know

Oh Mister Teddy Bear

What are you thinking of there

As you look off and stare

Oh Mister Teddy Bear

This is dedicated to Dena, Dave, & Patrick,

who gave me this Teddy Bear for Christmas

This is from Wanda's sister, Annarae's family

On The Greyhound

Here I sit traveling, on the Greyhound

Traveling to the place, where my love is found

Crossing many states, riding every mile

Just so I can see, her sweet wonderful smile

Across many lands, I never thought I'd see

Why, I even saw the river, the great Mississippi

Two days on the road, exhausting was the trip

But I took another bite, and took another sip

I knew this trip, would be the last one alone

Because upon this journey, I was on my way home

She would be there waiting, with a hug and a kiss to give

This is the way, I always thought my life should live

Filled with so much love, it seems to overflow

Knowing our love is together, wherever we will go

Life is but a journey, where we travel place to place

And we take it as it comes, at our own pace

While I sit here writing this, as we stop to grab a bite

I will be forever guided, by my true love's light

For she had come along, and brought so much to me

Because of that, we'll share, the same destiny

It turned out to be quite a trip altogether to enjoy there.

But within two years, I returned to the Upper Peninsula

of Michigan to start a new adventure. New loves, and

finally to the greatest love of all. What a journey!

I actually wrote this poem in Steele, North Dakota.

On The Greyhound Again

Once again, I'm back on the greyhound

From the west coast, where love was found

It was found, and it was lost

And I'm left, paying the cost

It was a love, I'll never forget

Especially the first time, that we met

I never wanted it to end

But she told me, I'm only a friend

She did not understand, all I had become

So I am going back, to the place where I came from

Back to the Midwest, brothers sisters and friends

Where my journey started, where my journey ends

A new beginning, a new look at life

Living everyday, without my west coast wife

Times change, and people do too

Comes a time, to say that it is through

She knew what I was like, but thought that I could change

In the end, she just decided I was too strange

Funny how life goes

One just never knows

And I did get a new outlook on life. A great job, helping others.

A new home that is the tallest building in Escanaba, and made many

new friends. And of course love came, and when it came again, it

turned out to be the very best of all. Sometimes some things end,

so that other things can come into your life.

On The Road To California

It was early in the morning, and it was dark on the road

In our trunk we were carrying quite a load

On the road to California, with two adults and two kids in the car

A family Reunion in 2003, that gave us a chance to travel this far

We were being followed by relatives going there too

Three adults and a baby, to a place that they once knew

From Washington through Oregon, to California's northern side

Took us to the city of Redding, where we ended our long ride

I've never been to this state in my life before

And I hoped that in the future, the trips would be some more

For there is so much in our world that I'd like to see

Each journey that I take, is a new experience for me

We left Washington state to go to Northern California

to my Father-In-Law Ray's family reunion held there in Redding

One Year Ago Today

It was one year ago today, I left the place that I knew so well

From Michigan to Washington, to be with the woman who in love I fell

On a Greyhound bus, I took in the scenes along the way

I've come to love this new place, and call it home today

In a city, half the size of the one that I once knew

With country surroundings, of green mountains and sky of blue

Within the first year, I've seen so many places

Met so many people, took in all new faces

Explored everything, about this new life

With a witty daughter, and a wonderful wife

Living with a new Mom, and a new Dad

Who are also wonderful, I must really add

I found a job as Nurse's Aide, and that fits me fine

Which makes me feel complete, with a peace of mind

Every day I'm loving my wife, more and more and more

Than I ever thought, I could ever love a woman before

I'm learning, and I'm growing

I'm teaching, all things I'm knowing

I'm doing things, I never thought I'd ever do

And Wanda my love, it's all because of you

You never stopped believing in me, I love you so much

I'm blessed with the best, to always feel her touch

It was one year ago today, I left the place that I knew so well

From Michigan to Washington, to be with the woman who in love I fell

It was a dream that came true. It was quite an experience to find love.

In the end I experienced love ending. But as life went on, I did find love again.

I also found the greatest love ever.

Our Cat

Our cat acts like a dog, it's true

Wagging his tail, when he's happy to see you

He fetches a toy, and brings it back

It's amazing, how this feline acts

He's constantly, looking in the mirror

Probably wondering, what a cat is doing here

Maybe he just wants to bark, or chew on a bone

But only a MEOW comes out, and a sad groan

He goes to the door, when he wants to go out

And he returns, when it's his name that you shout

It's very odd, is it a cat I really see

Or a dog in cat's fur, that sits before me

Meow! Ruff! I'm confused at this thought

It goes against, all that I was ever taught

Maybe he's a mixed breed, between a dog and a cat

Could be one of his ancestors, was a dog...going way back

That would explain, why he acts as he does

Maybe that's why he is, because of what was

Our Cat acts like a dog, yes, you heard me right

And believe me, it makes for an awesome sight

When we lived with Wanda's parents, they had a cat

I really enjoyed, named Blue. Blue was as friendly as

a dog, and would always come up to visit me.

Our Christmas Tree

With Candy Canes all nestled, upon branches on the tree

It's placed next to the window, for everyone to see

With lights of every color, shining from afar

And at the very top, is a big fuzzy bear star

We cut it down ourselves, from a place not far away

And paid for it, which was a reasonable price to pay

We carried it to the car, and then we brought it here

To stand in our home, and bring us Christmas cheer

Nothing smells as good, as a freshly cut Christmas tree

To bring the holiday spirit, alive for you and me

Its branches sticking out, for decorations that we place

And to see all the smiles, that are on everyone's face

So needles won't fall off, we keep it watered well

And pick up any decorations, if any of them fell

With bulbs of every color, and other decorations too

When all is placed upon the tree, then we would be through

We have decorations of all kinds, if you care to look

Fuzzy bear, snowman, Santa Claus, placed in every nook

Then we turn off the lights, to watch the beauty that we see

When we gaze in joyfulness, at Our Christmas Tree

I remember finding a tree at the Tree farm and we cut it down

and carried it to our car. It was my first Christmas in Washington,

and it was in Gig Harbor. I remember going to all the shops that

were at the bottom of the hill, right along where the Yacht

is. Trying to find the perfect gift to put under the tree.

Our First Anniversary

Although it's been a year, it seems to feel much longer

With every day that passes, our love keeps getting stronger

This marriage is very special, it makes me feel your love

It's something in my life, I always dreamed of

Everyday we spend together, is wonderful to me

I look upon your beauty, for that is what I see

You give me all the comfort, that I always need

You know exactly what to give, and that is what you feed

The waves from the ocean, as they wash upon the shore

Your love and my love touching, who could ask for more

To always have you with me, in everything I do

Sharing in the love we make, that helps us to get through

Your understanding, of how and who I became

Our life and love together, our dream is one the same

You've brought me many places, that I've never been

Not only are you my lover, but you're my best friend

Although it's been one year, many are yet to be

My love will be yours, as your love is for me

How can I repay you, for all that you have done

My wife, my love, my friend, it sure was lots of fun

On our first anniversary, I write this poem for you

May the words found in it, always help you through

Wanda, I Love You!!!! Happy Anniversary!!!!

Our Time Together

Where does our time together go

Seems time passes quickly you know

When we do have the time

You're having yours online

I know you need your time for you

But I love you, I truly do

We use to cuddle more often before

When online sometimes I am ignored

I love you, how many times do I have to say

But lately I feel your spirit has been away

Are you searching for something I can not give

I try my best, to make you happy to live

You say you need more time for you

Well, honey I need some of that too

I know our hours don't help at all

But I feel at times you've built yourself a wall

I try climbing over, but sometimes it is so high

I love you too much to leave, so understand I try

But changes need to be made if we are to succeed

To make this marriage a happy one for you and me

You say all your life, you've given to others and now need time

I don't ask for much, just to hold you and know you are mine

Please come out from where you are, and come back to me

Let's be a family that is what a family should be

I Love You!!!!

I didn't realize or see the signs that this was the beginning of the end

for Wanda and I. She had fallen out of love with me. I was soon to

find this out, and once again, my life would take on more changes.

But better things were on the way.

Reeking In The Benefits

@ 2002 by Bud Lemire

I'm reeking in the benefits, of a life shared with you

And blessed so deeply, because of all that you do

Your spiritual energy, touches me in every way

Warming my whole body, like a sunshiny day

You touch my soul, and reach deep into my heart

Your love holds me tightly, never shall we part

Taking in your love, so complete and so free

Looking forward to, everyday you spend with me

You give me so much of yourself, it's absolutely amazing

You have me reaching so far, I find myself stargazing

Heart to heart, spirit within spirit, hand in hand

Walking in a life filled with love, throughout this land

I'm reeking in the benefits, of the love you give to me

And taking in the vision, of a life with beautiful scenery

Basking in the glow, of the feelings that come through

Letting it take me to places, anywhere it wants to

Your love is as wonderful as you are

Together our love will take us very far

What a sight to behold, with all our love can bring

To reek in the benefits, that is filled with everything

This one was about Wanda.

Seaside Honeymoon

We had a Seaside Honeymoon, down on the Oregon coast

Right on the Pacific Ocean, with the woman I love the most

Woke up to the seagulls on the roof, and gave them bread

It wasn't time to get up yet, so we went back to bed

We went to Tillamook, to see the cheese factory

We saw them making cheese, for you and for me

We got to see the Octopus Tree, before we came back

The winds blew the waves strongly, as a matter of fact

We ate brunch at the Shilo, they had some good meals

Then we were at the Aquarium, feeding water splashing seals

We had our photo taken, dressed as people of long ago

And visited many shops, to see what they had to show

We left Seaside, and took in sightseeing on our way back

Shopping in several books stores, with many books on the rack

Saw two more lighthouses, we climbed high to get up there

And visited the Lewis & Clark museum, they were quite a pair

With the ocean's winds, and the waves crashing upon the shore

There were so many sights we had to take in, who could ask for more

With the woman I love, to each other we're in tune

We enjoyed every moment, on our Seaside Honeymoon

I remember I had a toothache on this honeymoon. So I ate pancakes

at the Shilo in Seaside. Also, on the way back, a lighthouse we had

stopped at and we took pictures at, I recently found it, is called Cape

Disappointment. English Captain John Meares missed the passage over

the river bar and named the nearby headland Cape Disappointment for

his failure in finding the river. American Captain Robert Gray successfully

crossed the river bar and named the river "Columbia" after his ship, the

Columbia Rediviva.

Seattle Rendezvous

What a wonderful day, to spend it with you

Taking a trip, on a Seattle Rendezvous

With a sandwich for lunch, as we ate on the way

And the sun shining down, on such a beautiful day

A car ride through the city, finding out where to park it

And browsing through the shops, of the Pikes Place Market

Across the street to a store, with many shirts galore

Dolphin shirts that were matching, and so much more

A walk by the water, to see what was there

A ride on a carousel, one we could share

A dinner with you, at Red Robin with Puget Sound nearby

Spending each special moment, as the time sure did fly

Taking a trip across the water, aboard the Ferry

It was such a great time, and it wasn't scary

To see Seattle lit up, with all of its light

As the Ferry rolled along, into the night

Arriving at Bremerton, and then to ride away

Made an especially good ending, to a wonderful day

I will always remember, each special moment with you

And our first trip together, on the Seattle Rendezvous

Oh yes, I remember. And those matching purple shirts

with dolphins on them. We changed into them before

we went to eat at the Red Robin. First time eating at

one of those places and it was good food. And the

carousel, was an enjoyable ride. But seeing Seattle

all lit up as the Ferry pulled away. Now I wish I would

have had the camera that I have today. It would have

been a great shot.

Sharing Time In Washington

Walking on a shore, that's 30 miles long

Listening through a seashell, to the ocean's song

Seeing the skies, filled with every kind of kite

And the fireworks lit up, on the 4th of July night

A walk around the water, with your hand in mine

The feeling of our love, as a warm tingle up my spine

Watching TV, and seeing your smile

Impressions in my mind, sure will last awhile

On the road to somewhere, with our seat belts fastened tight

Seeing you come home from work, all dressed up in white

Raking up the yard, after you have mowed the grass

Taking turns sipping, from the same glass

On a day away to Seattle, to spend some time

Hauling garbage to the dumps, with hands full of grime

Eating ice cream, with our bellies filled with delight

The fan cooling our bodies, on a starry night

Sharing Time In Washington, with the one I love

With the moon shining down, on us from above

She Bites Like Crazy

She bites like crazy

Shocked and amazed me

Blood spurted everywhere

Gave me quite a scare

I screamed so loudly

How could this happen to me

I was just trying to help

Because she couldn't herself

Bite her back, I could not

But needed a tetanus shot

To the hospital we went

Wondered what this all meant

Watch out for mad dogs and women who bite

Keep your fingers out of their site

I sure didn't think that she'd bite me

Because I am telling you, She Bites Like Crazy

This happened when I worked at Autumn House

She Doesn't Love Me Anymore

She doesn't love me anymore

She reached in and stabbed my very core

When did it all start

She stopped loving my heart

I've always tried my best

To take on life's test

I've always been me

What couldn't she see

What changed to cause this

Into a shallow cold kiss

Her touch she pulls back

My world has turned black

I know I must be strong

Do my best to carry on

It's not easy but I'll try

I shake, feel numb, and always cry

She doesn't love me anymore

Like she once did before

The colors turned to gray

So I know I can't stay

She doesn't love me anymore

My soul sure does feel sore

It's time to step back

Face up to this fact

Wanda asked for a separation,

she told me she doesn't love me anymore

Some Final Things To Know

Here's some things, I want you to know

Before it was my time to go

You showed me, so much about life

And I'm so glad, you were my wife

You took me out from the place I knew

And believe it baby, I sure grew

I experienced what every man should

More than I ever thought I ever could

There were many times, you could read my mind

You knew what I needed, all the time!

You showed me places I've never seen

You touched many places, of this human being

Your smile was so wonderful to see

As we held our love, I beheld beauty

It was the time, when I moved west

I knew I had the very best

But in the end, we were worlds apart

I should have known, I'd lose your heart

You wanted someone, that would help you grow

Deep inside, search and follow your soul

Now that you've decided to go your separate way

I wanted you to know, I loved you every day

It is my feelings, and I say what is true

My wife, my love, I sure will miss you

For Wanda: Life changes everyone. I am not sure what

happened here. But my love for you was

always there. I felt the distance coming.

I felt helpless to do anything to stop it.

Communication may have been a key

factor. I'm so glad you came my way.

Thanks for loving me for the time you did.

Spring Has Been Sprung

It's that time again, spring has been sprung

Birds singing songs that they have sung

When fruit trees are in blossom

Wandering free are the deer and possum

When the rhododendrons come out

And all flowers start to sprout

When beautiful colors are seen

In the world of evergreen

When the mountains look majestic, shining in the sun

Completeness and contentment, when the day is done

Opening the windows, letting the spring air in

Enjoying the sunshine, when the day begins

Butterflies all colorful, and so radiant

Noses taking in, the smell of the spring scent

Birds singing songs that they have sung

It's that time again, Spring Has Been Sprung

The Deer and Possum, and rhododendron, oh yes.

I was in Washington state when I wrote this one.

Take A Look Back

Hold me tight, never let me go

So your love, I will always know

Never stray, never lose your mind

So it's your love, I will always find

Know me truly, every day

Accept me fully, in every way

Feel my heart, that beats for you

Touch my soul, and know it's true

I try my best, and never cheat

It's for you, that my heart beats

There is no ring, to show that I care

But I'd go with you, anywhere!

Take a look back, there is no regret

Think of all we've done, since we met

Now I am so far, away from you

I loved you, I thought you loved me too

This is one for my wife, who separated from me.

I needed to release what is inside me, so I could move on.

Take Me Back Home

Take me back home

Because I feel alone

Life's not what it seems

It was only a dream

What use to be there

Is now a nightmare

The person who use to care

Brings my faults to air

I feel very small

When I gave my all

Is there no good to see

When she thinks of me

I moved west because of love

Now it's something she can't think of

Her expectations I can't meet

I leave this marriage in defeat

Take me back home, to the mid west

To my family and friends, that I love the best

The thunder and lightning, and all of the snow

This is the place, where I'd like to go

I've come to a decision, I am going home

Note: I had just been told by my wife that

she didn't love me, and wrote this.

The Alarm

What is this loud noise, ringing in my head

It should be quiet and peaceful, as I lie in bed

I open up one eye, and see someone scurry away

I had been awake, but those words I couldn't say

Then before I knew it, she came back to see

I saw her place something, very close to me

Off she went, running out the door

Then the ringing, was much louder than before

I had both my eyes open, as the light hit me

And there was a moment, I could not yet see

My eyes adjusted, and there near my feet

Was a woman with a smile, saying it was time to eat

There sitting at the dinner table, were three women that I know

The Grandmother, the smiling Mom, and girl who has yet to grow

She was giggling, as I came to sit

While Grandma prayed, thankful for every bit

I'll never forget that day, and the little girl with her charm

Who came into the bedroom, and set off The Alarm

The Beauty Of Washington

Driving down each road, taking it wherever it will go

To the waterfront, where the Puget Sound waters flow

Picking blackberries along the roads, that are found everywhere

Everyone has a container, to pick all of their share

Mountains in the distance, oh what a view to see

Snow capped with pink sunset, a beautiful place to be

Airplanes flying overhead, so high up in the sky

Apples to be picked, for juices and for pie

The Pacific Ocean on the western coast, of this wondrous state

Seattle is the heart, that makes this place so great

Forests and parks, where campers always dwell

The “Evergreen State,” caught up in its spell

With British Columbia, Canadian neighbor on the north side

Oregon and Idaho, borders shared with pride

The Ferry that carries people, across the waterway

Brings a special kind of feel, to each and every day

Across the Narrows bridge, to a place that's not too big

Coming from Tacoma, we enter the Harbor of the Gig

Where beauty holds you, deep within each glance

And makes you feel much better, to take on life's dance

I was glad to have had the chance to see the beauty of

Washington state. To experience the sensations of being

right there and seeing each beauty up close, and to take

in the magical moment of each.

The Ferry To The Zoo

There were many dark clouds, in the sky, all around

On the road going somewhere, is where we were found

With only two stops along the way

It turned into a beautiful sunny day

Onto the Walla Walla Ferry, we all went

The scenes from there, were Heaven sent

To get to Seattle, on the other side

Of the Puget Sound, as we went for a ride

Upon arrival at Seattle, when the ride was through

We arrived shortly, at the Woodland Zoo

To see all the animals, that they had there

Gorillas, elephants, zebras, giraffes, and a black bear

There were so many animals, so many to see

Hippos, lemurs, kangaroos, and the monkey

We saw a green snake, eat a mouse whole

We did so much walking, we wore down our sole

We had a great time, to see how they live

And treasured the moment, for what they do give

For each animal is special, like me and you

Just like the day, we took The Ferry To The Zoo

Yes, it was enjoyable to walk through the Zoo,

and see all the animals and how they act. It

was such a nice day too. It couldn't have been

better.

The GERMAN Clan

(Craft Contest Poem)

We're all the “German” clan, from the Apple State

We love our family, and appreciate

We're set apart, on the family tree

A Washingtonian bunch, is what you see

There's Ray and Ann, Annarae, Wanda, Keith, and Joe

And their children, some still need to grow

Traveled back to their roots, that are here

To spread the love of their family cheer

Gather around, share our family lore

Smile and laugh and do so much more

Let's gather and enjoy the time

Share the stories passed down each line

Family means so very much

To stay together and keep in touch

So everyone, the moment is rare

To say the words, “For Family We Care”

A little poem I wrote for a Craft Contest about

Wanda's family. Not even sure it was entered, or

if it won. But I wrote it anyway. By the way,

German was their last name, not their Nationality.

The Hurricane Ridge

Majestic are the mountains, that are seen from here

Destination upward, Heaven must be near

To the Hurricane Ridge, up and round and round

Angels are in flight, so far from level ground

Snow capped with beauty, to the human eye

Gazing at the mountains, with backgrounds of blue sky

Mt. Baker and Mt. Rainier, two mountains within view

Of your journey here, before the tour is through

At the top of Washington, what a scene to see

Peaceful and serene, overcoming me

The Olympic Peninsula, so powerful and strong

Whispers in my ear, just where I belong

Panoramic views, of places that surround

Mystical experience, in everything I found

Over the rainbow, or across any bridge

The wonders that are found, on The Hurricane Ridge

While I lived in Washington, we got to visit Hurricane Ridge.

You can see mountains from all over up there.

The Old Lady And The Spider

She had a spider in her room, she didn’t want to kill
Inside her lampshade, she watched and would sit perfectly still
She named the spider Charlotte, relatives figured she was senile
But when she saw the spider, you should have seen her smile

I remember on one visit, she had some news to share
About her friend Charlotte, and how she was aware
The day we came to visit, Charlotte didn’t move at all
With the right lighting, we saw her shadow on the wall

Her Great Granddaughter said “Maybe she is scared”
The Great Grandmother smiled, happy because she cared
Now tell me was she crazy, talking to a spider in a lampshade
Or a lonely old lady, happy for the friend she made

Maybe it’s much deeper than anyone would know
Could it be possible for that spider to have a soul
I know I believe butterflies have spirits that make them flutter
At one of our Family Reunions, a butterfly was my Mother

I know there’s more to this world, than people will believe
And if they knew the truth, they wouldn’t have to grieve
The spirits come around us, in any shape and form they choose
Possibly a spider named Charlotte, to chase away the blues

This poem goes out to Annabelle's Mother

who had a pet spider named Charlotte

(Wanda's maternal Grandmother)

The Train To Mineral Lake

Standing in the line, waiting for the train to arrive

Where was the family, who had a long ways to drive

As passengers were boarding, family members appeared

The tickets had been purchased, everything had been cleared

Choo! Choo! Came the steam from the locomotive train

That started out a beautiful day, with no sign of any rain

A journey on the tracks, that stops ate Mineral Lake

And all the foods we brought along, all that we could take

What a scenic view, we had along the way

Mount Rainier in the distance, on this sunny day

Arrival at Mineral Lake, and the picnic tables were set

The sun was shining brightly, and we began to sweat

The children wanted to swim, so we looked far and wide

And found a spot across the lake, on the other side

A little walk on the train tracks, and through this tiny town

Lead us to this swimming spot, where we settled down

On the way back, we stopped at a store

Something nice and cold, to cool our inner core

The train arrived, rolling down the track

We all boarded, we were on our way back

Looking back to that day, it was memories we did make

On the day we took, The Train To Mineral Lake

I recall City Hall looking like an Outhouse. So very small.

It was a beautiful day for a nice getaway. The wonderful

train ride. The beautiful dog that wanted to join the kids

swimming in the water.

The Woman With The Blackberry Eyes

The woman with the blackberry eyes

Sees the blackberries, that come in every size

As we travel each day, and go for a ride

She picks out the best ones, on the roadside

The woman with the blackberry eyes

Knows how to pick them, which is no surprise

She picks at a good pace, and fills up her cup

Looking in all directions, looking down, looking up

The woman with the blackberry eyes

Has a wonderful heart, and is so very wise

She uses a hanger, to pick those out of reach

And shares in her ways, which she loves to teach

The woman with the blackberry eyes

Keeps picking the blackberries, as the time flies

She picks and she picks, hands are purple with stain

And the bottom of her shoes, are exactly the same

Be careful of the blackberry thorns, they'll cut you deep

And you'll end up wearing a band-aid, when you go to sleep

There's something so wonderful, about this woman so rare

She picks the blackberries, because she loves to share

And has a big heart, that's hard to beat

Just like a blackberry, she sure is sweet

There's more to this poetic story, which may be no surprise

I'm in love with The Woman With The Blackberry Eyes

I remember when she was using that hanger to keep the

thorns away from her body. She was picking so many.

I was not using it at the time, and I had to watch for

the thorns so they wouldn't touch me. Of course you

can ruin some clothes if you aren't careful. What was

really great, was the Blackberry Cobbler she made for

me. That tasted really great!

Twaz The Night Before Christmas

by Bud Lemire on Jan 9, 2004

Twaz the night b'fore Christmas, when all through the house

Not a creature was purring, not a cat or a mouse

The stockings were nailed, and full of cat hair

And Whiskers was asleep, on a pile of underwear

Aunja was in her room, with the TV volume turned low

Watching "Lizze McGuire" reruns, hoping no one would know

Mom and Dad, were asleep in their bed

Wanda & I were playing online Cribbage instead

When from outside the house, there was a loud sound

Wanda and I ran to the window, but nothing was found

We saw nothing as we looked everywhere

Except there on the window, was more cat hair

There was such a wind, as the rain started to pour

Then there was a light, too bright to ignore

We watched and wondered, what we would see

It looked like Santa Claus, climbing up a big old tree

He jumped on our roof, with a loud plop

We heard him call out names, when he was at the top

Now Jeannie, Clyde, Dick, Terry, Nancy, and Jay

On Jim, on Cheryl, and John he did say

He ran to the chimney, followed by nine mice

Good thing the roof, wasn't covered with ice

Down the chimney he came, and made such a mess

He gazed at our tree, picking the bulb he liked best

The mice scurried all about

When Santa yelled "Hurry, get out!"

Whiskers and Blue, the resident cats in the house

Chased them up the chimney, 'til there was no mouse

Santa looked like he'd been through hell

Stressed out anxiety, you sure could tell

He ate some cookies, that Aunja had made

Then sat at the computer, a game of Bloobs he played

He took out the presents, he had in his sack

Hoping he did good, 'cause they weren't going back

His big belly shook like a big bowl of apricot jello

And you could tell, he was one awesome old fellow

We laughed as we watched as he ate

Such a grand old elf, we thought he was great

He filled the stockings, and they stretched quite a bit

Then he stretched himself, too long did he sit

Up to the chimney, to check on his mice

They were all sliding, on a patch of thin ice

Then he got in, and flew away on his toboggan

The magic flying mice, with rain on the noggin

We heard him yell, more of his Santa advice

"Lock up your cats, when I have my mice!"

Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year to All

Just a little parody when I was in Montesano Washington

Two Deer Day

It was a Two Deer Day

When a buck and doe passed this way

Out the front window I did see

Two deer trotting, across the road from me

They moved along carefree, and at a trot

Maybe never even considering, getting caught

Neighborhood cats gazed at them, with their cat eyes

Wondering how these animals, got to be their size

They were probably looking, for a place to eat

Something to fill their bellies, and make them feel complete

It was early in the morning, so people seen was rare

They didn't see me, as I took in the glare

I've seen deer in the distance, but nothing of this kind

Of the buck and doe, searching for food they could find

I know for sure of one thing, I would like to share

I'd rather have a Two Deer Day, than run into a bear

This happened one morning while I lived in Montesano, Washington

Washington Memories

How can I be gone, when a part of me is left behind

A family that was in my heart, keeps going through my mind

The Father, who's job was trucking to everywhere

Spending time working on his car, or snoozing in his chair

How can I ever forget, what they gave to me

Even when there were things, that I couldn't see

The Mother, who's belief kept her love so strong

Whistling in the kitchen, such a happy song

Many times when I felt alone, they gave so much to me

They deserve an honorary award, for being a wonderful family

The little girl in my heart, that I came to know

Who entered womanhood, as I watched her grow

The hillbilly son, who raced his car around the track

The lumber mill son, who's growing all his hair back

The daughter, who came around to cut my hair

These memories, always take me back there

The daughter who in the beginning, knew me so well

I was caught up in her love, as if under a spell

Who in the end. didn't understand me at all

She wasn't there, when I took my final fall

The cats who roamed, all throughout the home

Washington memories, written in this poem

How can I be gone, when a part of me is left behind

A family that was in my heart, keeps going through my mind

I had to write another poem for the family I lived with for over a year in Washington.

I appreciated the love they shared with me. A stranger in the beginning, a friend until the end. In the end it got quite tense, and yet, they still put up with it all.

I thank them for sharing their life with me.

Wedding Bells

I hear the Wedding Bells, ringing in my ear

The day I've longed for, will soon be here

I prayed for years, to make my dream come true

Now that the time is here, I know just what to do

I will give her everything, that she can possibly stand

The best of my love, as I wear the Wedding Band

I'll share the moon and stars, and everything I own

Because my life is filled with love, I'll never be alone

Her words were filled with love, as long as I have known

The more time we spent together, the stronger it has grown

The bond we have, it grips my very heart

And it's her love, that plays the biggest part

I would cross any bridge, if trouble called her name

Because I want her safe and happy, I know she feels the same

There isn't anything, I wouldn't do for my dear bride

Because our love together, will always be side by side

As I listen to the Wedding Bells, its music touches my soul

Because it's a love so great, it makes my spirit whole

I know for many years, our love will be as one

The power of our bonding, our future's just begun

It didn't last even two years, but in that time, I did

enjoy the places we went to, and the time we had

together. It gave me a new life, and a new outlook.

Every chapter of our life is a lesson and an experience

that each of us can learn from.

Whiskers

You're such a silly kitty cat, running through the house

What do you think you're doing, chasing an invisible mouse

I saw you one day drinking, from the bathroom sink

And your kitty box smells awful, it sure does stink

You're nothing but a scaredy cat, you run from any sound

When the garbage bags are shaken, you're nowhere to be found

You're always on the counter, looking for something there

But I must warn all the flies, you just better beware

For she will swipe, and she will certainly eat you

So you better fly away, or you will be gone too

Why I even caught her, drinking from the toilet you see

No more kitty kisses, they may taste too much like pee

When I'm working at the computer, I can't see the screen

She has her fur right in my face, and I can't see in between

I sometimes share Tuna fish, and leave it for her in the can

She's always there when I open it, to see what is at hand

We see her often, playing with a wire wrapper tier

She'll grab and swipe, and run like she's on fire

Whiskers is a good pet, a personality all her own

And she is a god friend, when I am all alone

Why sometimes I believe, that she can read my mind

For she's one step ahead of me, which I always find

Animals (cats and dogs) really are, special in their own way

And Whiskers, you sill kitty cat, you are A-Okay

Whiskers was Aunja's cat. We lived in Gig Harbor, and later

moved to Montesano. While in Gig Harbor, I remember one

time I was trying to work on a jigsaw puzzle on the table, and

Whiskers would jump up and be in my way. I swiped her down

and she would land on the floor. She would get back up again,

and I would swipe her down. She kept doing it for several times.

I was beginning to think she liked that.

You Ask Me

You ask me if I'm happy

Then I think that you should know

I'm married to an Angel

Who's love is with me wherever I go

You tell me that you drive by

The place I use to be

A time I felt I had a chance

To look ahead and see

You often wonder if I miss that place

Always in my memory, it has a special space

We can't turn back time, to how it use to be

Changes in my old life, came and set me free

I keep in touch, with people that I knew

And keep meeting more, with everything I do

I'm growing and learning, new things every day

It makes me feel good, that I came this way

You ask me if I'm happy

By now the answer you must know

An Angel gives me all her love

With each passing day, that love seems to grow

Changes happen every day, and most times we can never

return to the place we use to be. If by chance we do, it is not the

same as it use to be. Many of us move forward and take in the changes.

I was in Washington at the time, someone from Escanaba asked me if

I missed Escanaba, and I did, but I was happy in Washington at the time.

You Just Don't Know

You just don't know, what you do to me

You just don't know, how I want it to be

I think of you throughout the day, and the nighttime too

You just don't know, all the things I would do for you

I'd cook and clean and take you wherever you wanted to go

And make you very happy, but you really just don't know

I want to see you happy, all your lifetime through

And give you all the love, I know is right for you

We've both been down roads, that have lead to nowhere

Now I want a love so good, one that we can share

Decisions are never easy, but I will give you my all

And I will always be there for you, whenever you may call

You just don't know, how much you mean to me

Open up your heart and soul, then maybe you will see

It's a place within me, that I've never been to before

Once it has been opened, it's hard to shut that door

It's made me realize how much that I feel for you

And I have a strong feeling that our love is oh so true

You just don't know, what you mean to me

Look within your heart and soul, for all that's meant to be

This one was written with Wanda in mind. She use to say

“You Just Don't Know” and so that verse gave me a start

to this poem.

You Make Me Melt

You make me feel so good, you make me melt

With all the love you give, and all the love I've felt

You just don't know, how you touch me that way

It's only piddly little me, you make my every day

I have always dreamed, that love should be like this

Now I long and desire, for someone like you to kiss

To cuddle and sit close to, and to always be near

Oh, how I long, to have you with me here

You are the best, you're everything to me

You deserve happiness too, for all that it can be

I will spend my last breath, giving my love to you

So that you will always know, that our love is true

You make me feel so good, you make me melt

With all the love you give, and all the love I've felt

You just don't know, how you touch me that way

It's only piddly little me, you make my every day

I kept giving all my love, until no more I could give

Now I know with your love, is where I want to live

I never knew, this is how love could be felt

I'm up on a cloud, when You Make Me Melt

Wanda use to always say “You Make Me Melt”

and so I decided to write a poem about our

love at the time.

You Snore!

I can hear you snore

It's too hard to ignore

It keeps me awake

Oh, for goodness sake!

I know you're not to blame

But it's loud just the same

I wonder if earplugs will do

So I can sleep with you

It's not music to my ears

When it's snoring that I hear

I know it's when you breathe

Maybe I'll get up and read

Oh please, don't take offense

Because it only makes sense

I need my sleep too

Snoring just won't do

I love you, don't you know

But that snoring, has got to go!

I know this was in Washington, and I lived with

the In Laws. Someone had snored, so I wrote

this poem.

I wrote this about Ray German, and when he found out

he got upset, but I wrote another poem that he liked

and he was happy with it.

You Take Me

You take me many places, that I long to be

Our love belongs together, our love is you and me

You warm my heart, with every breath you breathe

You give my soul, a very kind and gentle squeeze

You take me on a journey, to where I want to go

You make me feel alive, you make me feel aglow

You set my heart a racing, at such an awesome speed

We take turns together, wherever it may lead

You take me on a cruise, following the stars

The Moon, Jupiter, Neptune, and especially Mars

There is one thing, to which I will confess

I love you so very much, Yes! Yes! Yes!

You take me in your arms, and our love is so deep

And it makes my heart feel, like it is going to leap

You hold me deep inside of you, until there is no more

And still our love is very strong with so much to explore

You take my hand in yours, and yours is in mine

Our hearts become so very big my sweet sweet Valentine

You take me many places, that I long to be

Our love belongs together, our love is you and me

I believe being 2002, I wrote this one about Wanda

Your Home

It is so wonderful of you, to let us in your home

And give us all the freedom, wherever we may roam

To put forth on the table, food that we can eat

And treat us with kindness, to make us feel complete

To let us use the computer, and take your time away

So we can have lots of fun, with the games we play

To let us watch your TV, programs that we usually do

Makes you even more special, to let us share with you

You gave us a bed, so that we could sleep

And shared the warmth, so that we could keep

You kept the stove going, and kept us warm

And gave us shelter, that kept us from the storm

You let us use your bathroom, to keep ourselves clean

And there were many things, that were in between

You let us speak freely, with the words we said

And you started off each meal, with The Daily Bread

You tried your best to help, and give us your voice

Other times silence found you, as you made that choice

Being Parents and Grandparents, made you each aware

And taught you each the value, and how special it is to share

This is me thanking my In-Laws Ray & Anna Belle German, for taking

us in and sharing a home with us in Montesano, Washington

Your Space

When you're feeling good, right there in your place

And take pride in giving each other some space

To do what each other, likes to enjoy

Not pick at the issue, and easily annoy

How much time is enough time apart

When two people should be sharing a heart to heart

A cuddle while watching TV sure would be great

Because Time passes quickly, and special moments won't wait

So much of your time is in front of that screen

While I try to understand just what it all means

How do I tell you to cut down your time

I think two hours online would be just fine

If tomorrow should come, and I'm not around

Is that the place where you would be found?

I married you and I love you very much

I know you feel the same so let us touch

I try my best to give you your needed space

But I need some attention face to face

Life isn't a game and this overtime must end

If I'm to continue to be, your best friend

Wanda was spending a lot of time on the computer,

and not much with me, and I was wondering why.

As time passed, I was to find out why

Angel On A Cloud

I fell in step behind her, I thought I knew her well

But I was caught within a trap, and could not break the spell

I was holding her so tightly, I couldn't see a thing

The tears would always come, whenever I would sing

I was falling deeper into darkness, and couldn't get out

I had lost my voice, and couldn't scream or shout

But someone heard my cry for help, an Angel on a cloud

She surrounded me with heartfelt love, she heard my plea out loud

She softly whispered in my ear, “I'm really not to blame”

“For what this person did to me, really was a shame”

This Angel held me up, said she wouldn't let me down

And said from this day on, she'd always be around

She healed the wounds, that pierced my very heart

And said our love combined, would have a brand new start

She sent me love, packaged in a box real nice

And always touched me verbally, with Heavenly advice

She said I would succeed, if only I would try

I knew her words were true, so I let my spirit fly

I went over mountains, to be with her there

Into her life, with a love we both could share

This was about Wanda, who became my wife in the

state of Washington

Big Big Heart

There is a special woman, who has a big big heart

She does so many good things, she overdoes her part

So much love inside of her, she shares with everyone

To brighten up their days, like the warm rays of the sun

She does so very much, to make people feel complete

She's conquered her own life problems, which was quite a feat

She knows where they are coming from, she knows where they have been

For she has climbed those mountains already, and never will again

Not worried about expenses, she'll bend over backwards for you

Because her love is spiritual, from a heart that is so true

You feel lifted off the ground, with her smiles and her ways

Hoping that those feelings, will stick around for days

She puts on a front, that makes you think she's strong

But there's a gentle soul inside, who lets me hear her song

I just had to sing along, because I love her so much

It brought me to a higher place, whenever we would touch

Yes, it's true, my love for her is very deep

I dreamed of a woman like her, so often in my sleep

Her love is so beautiful, it is a work of art

Wanda is the woman, who has the Big Big Heart

It was the beginning of a two year love that would bring me

much happiness and at the end sadness. But I enjoyed the time

in between while I was there in Washington. I would do it over

knowing it would end like that. Because it was a great experience.

Birthday Blessings For Wanda

I traveled down life's road, following the stars and the moon

That lead me to this day, which is the sixth of June

My soul feeling the pain of my past, it made me scream

For I was in a nightmare, when I searched for a dream

When taking the walk of life, so much is unknown

All the obstacles we faced, from which we have grown

Waiting for the truest love, to come our way

I celebrate that love, for being here today

I am blessed, to honor her day of birth

And to have her Angelic presence, here on Earth

I am thankful, our love found each other

Of this wonderful woman, who is also a Mother

Our feelings for each other, is filled with Spiritual Love

With each and every thought, that we are thinking of

Times seems to pass too quickly, whenever we talk

We long for a lifetime, of a hand in hand walk

Our love compliments each other, with everything we do

Oh sweet woman, I am so in love with you

I am so glad you are here, and you are mine

And to have your love, until the end of time

That was several years ago, and we have both carried on

traveling down life's path and finding love in others. I do

thank her for showing me around Washington, Oregon,

Northern California, and British Columbia, and waking

me up to who I truly became afterward.

Flight To Be Here

I went to sleep, in the dark of the morning light

While my love, she took a “To Be Here” flight

Through screaming children and a storm, because the sky wasn't clear

Because she knew, that her love belonged with me here

She listened to my voice on tape, on her way

And loved all the words, that I had to say

She called me from her first stop, with a good morning hello

I was so happy to hear her voice, because I loved her so

I occupied myself, until that time would arrive

My sister showed up early, she was going to drive

We went to a Floral Shop, to get five roses there

Then to the airport, to see if she was down from air

We waited until it was closer, to the time her plane would land

As we walked inside, before us she did stand

She gave me a strong hug, and she would not let me go

I was tightly pressed to her, from my head to toe

Then we were driven back, to where we both would stay

And soon we held each other, upon the bed on this day

Later we took a walk, to where the city band played at the park

Sailing boats and sunset skies, brought us home before dark

This is about when Wanda came to meet me for the first time.

For me it was something new, something exciting.

In My Heart

For a Nice Gal I know, there’s a place in my heart

Our hearts and souls have touched, we now depart

Although very distant, our friendship will remain

To know it was love, that brought on this pain

A lesson learned, a lesson shared

Two special people, for each other cared

An online love, was not a crime

A situation that was lost in time

No, it was great, in heart and mind

Our love was wonderful, our love was kind

We shared our lives, we shared our laughter

We shared our views, on all that came after

It was an open love, and still we fell

We went through heaven, and then through hell

But what is life, without a lesson learned

You must be near the fire, to get burned

Take a chance, try a Fuzzy Navel or Sex On The Beach

Always remember to learn what life has to teach

We each must learn, in our own way

And to feel the hurting pain is okay

To be touched by her love, right from the start

For a Nice Gal I know, there’s a place in my heart

Dedicated to a friend4bud named Wanda. Wanda, in my heart I wish you love and happiness always. Filled with all the love and rewards life has to offer. Your spirit deserves to be happy.

I wrote this in 1999, when Wanda and I were very close. She was engaged to be married to someone else. The marriage was a disaster! In the year 2002, she got in touch with me again. We got married on November 8th 2002. Now we shall always be together. Sometimes life is like that, sometimes the paths lead to the same place. Now we will always be together.

In 2004, she said she didn't love me, and I returned to Upper Michigan. Nov 10, 2011, we were divorced.

Cake Of Love

Love is like, the ingredients in a cake

What you put into it, is what you make

If you want it to turn out, to what you wish it to be

Then you must follow, the directions of a good recipe

A man and a woman come together, to see what they can add

If there's something missing, it will turn out bad

Maybe there's something lacking, and there's not enough

And the finished product, is missing the right stuff

You can cook it too long, and it will surely burn

If it's not watched carefully, with each taking a turn

When it's not fully baked, there's a lack of heat

The flame of love must be stronger, for it to be complete

Sometimes it must be rotated, so it will bake just right

And molded into a shape, that will be an awesome sight

It must be mixed real well, and properly combined

Then you will look at it, and true love you will find

If you put the right ingredients, into what you bake

Then it will be so wonderful, that icing on the cake

Added with your spiritual touch, given to you from above

It will taste delicious, this special Cake Of Love

I remember my wife loved helping out this one place

by making cakes. I remember finding a bunch of cake

baking books at a Garage sale and brought them home

to her. Yes, love is like a cake, and many times it's what

you put into it, which will make it a better cake to enjoy.

Other times, each has the right ingredients to add to the

cake, and yet it will not turn out the way you planned.

Old Fashion Heart

I'm in love with a gal, with an old fashion heart

She may seem behind the times, but she's really smart

Thinking that maybe, she was born too late

Living in a future, because that was her fate

Oh yesterdays, long before my time here

I remember the past, and my eyes have a tear

Where were those days, they seem so far away

Seems they've been gone forever, and now it's today

Sure I could go back, on a Time Machine ride

If I was living back then, by now I'd have died

I wonder what kind of life, I'd have had back then

I'm caught up in a time loop, and think of it often

“I can't think of the past, and what could have been

Or think of my life, if I lived back then

I'm happy right now, with the love of my life

And he accepts me for myself, I'm glad I'm his wife”

“So the future is coming, with him by my side

I'll stand straight with courage, as we take a stride

We'll overcome whatever, time brings our way

And live and love, in the time we have today “

I wrote this about Wanda and I

Wandarful Wanda

Wandarful Wanda, you mean everything to me

Wandarful Wanda, I want the world to see

Of this wonderful woman, with a beautiful heart

Who touched my soul deeply, and gave me a new start

She gives all of her love, with words that flow free

And I know that our love together, is meant to be

Her voice is so spiritual, it touches me deep

Sometimes so deeply, it makes me weep

Her words and her wisdom, is filled with much love

I feel calm and peaceful, with all she talks of

My body is floating, on a cloud up so high

Our love becomes one, as we both start to fly

Wandarful Wanda, I love you so much

With your Angelic presence, I long for your touch

We're so much alike, in all that we do

Wandarful Wanda, I'm so in love with you

Wandarful Wanda, you're a woman who's rare

I'm so glad with you, my love I can share

The purest of love, and in every way true

Your love for me, and my love for you

This was the time when I was happy to have

Wanda in my life. Looking back, I am so

happy I had the time I did while I was with

her. For it lead me places I would not have

gone otherwise.

Woman With A Heart Of Gold

There is a woman, with a heart of gold

Who is forever, mine to always hold

Life sure gave her, a cruel hard lesson

But she came out on top, and was my blessing

She put all she had, into every day of her life

And I'm so honored, she became my wife

For you see, she never knows when to stop giving

And she came into my life, so I could begin living

She knows the words and ways, to make me feel whole

Her spirit's touched me deeply, she has a beautiful soul

I'm so thankful, that her life came to be

If you knew her like I do, I'm sure you'd agree

I met her on the internet in 1999 at a Cribbage site, in the month of May

We reconnected the same month in 2002, and she's been in my life everyday

Two months later, she took a plane to me

And everything we knew, all came to be

I traveled to where she was, and later we got married

She became my wife, and it was my name she carried

She'll be in my life, as I grow old

This woman that I love, has a Heart Of Gold

I grew close to two years older, and it was over.

But once again, she did show me a lot of places

in Washington, and made me happy in the first

95% of the time I was with her. Thank You Wanda!

The Very Best Place

When you rock me gently, in the morning light

Your love holds me closely, with a hug that's tight

The kisses that you give me, are sweeter than blackberry jam

And I realize what a lucky, man that I am

With a love that is gentle, and a love that is kind

I gaze into your eyes, wondering what's on your mind

Those eyes that are hazel, not green or not blue

Shines from the spirit, that's inside of you

A soul that is filled, with a love that is strong

Embraced by your love, in a place I belong

You are so amazing, with everything you do

Love from your soul, that makes you, You

Holding you near, always by my side

A journey of love, a lifelong ride

Your love surrounds me, in such a spiritual glow

And it guides me each day, wherever I go

It is so wonderful, to have you so near

And to know that your warmth, will always be here

To be loved so completely, by a woman who loves me

Is The Very Best Place, that I'd want to be

Yes, this one is about Wanda.

Woman

Woman of the world, gentle as can be

Tender loving spirit, soul is flowing free

Smell of the spring flowers, linger in the air

Woman of my heart, that in which I share

Woman in my lifetime, woman by my side

My best friend always, to whom I can confide

How I love you deeper, with each passing day

Watching how you move, in your special way

Woman of my dreams, sensitive to every touch

Heart beating faster, because I love you very much

You are the light, that helps me see ahead

And on the cold nights, you keep me warm in bed

Woman you're an Angel, sent down to be my guide

United by our marriage, you were a special bride

Words can't express, how happy you made my life

Holding you closely, a Mother, a daughter, my wife

This was for Wanda. Little did I know that two months later

I would be separating from her and heading back to Michigan

Who Is It

Who is it, that gives me all there is to give

And makes life, so much easier to live

Who gives me, all the love that I need

By my side, a beautiful flower among the weeds

Who gets up each morning, for work

And still loves me, when I'm a jerk

Who knows exactly, what it takes

To calm my fears, and soothe my aches

Who is next to me, when I sleep

And brushes my tears away, when I weep

Who is it, that brings on my biggest smile

Followed by laughter, as if I'm a child

Who is it, that brings the sun on a rainy day

And knows, all the right words to say

Who sees my needs, when I don't speak

And stands beside me, when times are bleak

By now you're thinking it's God, and you'd be right

For each of us are blessed, with Angelic Light

To use to help others, to learn and grow

And help them, along the path they go

But that's not the answer, in this poem

Who's in my heart, and is my home

Who is by my side, through this life

Haven't you guessed it, it's my wife

Who

For

Evermore

This is dedicated to Wanda, the love of my life and

my wonderful wife. I love her more than words can say.

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© by Bud Lemire on Oct 4, 2007

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